Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Does this song call to you?



I am always the one behind the wheel, I'm going to do what I want and your going cheap!

Links of the day

Ms Payne's Adoration Society
The Cathedral of Sodom (Blasphemy Enthusiasts)
PDX Furys'


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In love with myself
In love with my own reflection
With my own affection
With the vision that i see

There's nobody else
I'm taking my own direction
I can see perfection
Doing all i can for me

In love with myself...

I can take you to hell
I'm falling so deep inside it
And i just can't hide it
Feel it burning down on me

I dance with myself
As hundreds of eyes are waiting
Can't strip completely
And the lights are burning me

In love with myself...

Tonight i'm gonna meet somebody
After all the lights have died
I'm still living,
But what am i giving?

In love with myself
In love with my own reflection
With my own affection
With the vision that i see

There's nobody else
I'm taking my own direction
I can see perfection
Doing all i can for me

In love with myself...

Everybody wants your body
There's nobody who can
take you to heaven
We'll make it forever

Tonight i'm gonna meet somebody
After all the lights have died
I'm still living
But what am i giving?






Love,

Ms. Payne

Little known facts: Numbering My slaves, a history.

Almost six years ago I came up with this great idea to number My slaves. This idea came after My very first "serious" slave said he wanted to be the lowliest of them all. I figured I would only have seven personal slaves in My whole entire life so I've got seven chances to find the perfect one. I named him seven.

Then I met six and he was a let down almost from the very beginning, I never got to see six nakid before I let him go - to his wife :( seven was still hanging around.

Then five came along and introduced Me to the fetish called toilet slavery. Needless to say we were in heaven for a short while and the passion of it all gave way to realities then he was gone. Seven was still sticking around.

Then came four and all his boyish charm. We fell in love with each other, our kinks exploring each and every one. Enema play, forced feminization, knife play, candle play, needle play, blind folds, bondage, rope, anal, you name it, we (almost) did it. By this time seven had split.

Four and I had a great time but after four years we started acting like an old married couple and you know how that goes.

To this day we still remain good friends, support each other and share life together.

Now you know!


-- Supreme Goddess Ms. Payne

Location:NW Naito Pkwy,Portland,United States

Saturday, April 10, 2010

The Goddess Speaks!

Good morning sluts and ho's! It is a lovely Saturday morning and I'm sitting on my couch watching "the day after tomorrow" and cuddling with my cat Henry. A very relaxing day is planned for today and as you can see in My tweet that I'm preparing delicious chicken for a kinky slow food event. It's kinda funny that I had to ask my vegetarian date last night what "slow food" meant. Basically organic and home made! Well I hope I hit the mark! In a few hours I'll be making the vegetable portion of the meal - broccali with slivered almonds and cauliflower potatoes (a Cafe Blue favorite for those in the know). Yummy huh? I LOVE COOKING!

This is turning into a non-kinky post so let's kink it up! Last night I had a date with a darling boy! We went this lovely vegetarian resturant called Blossoming Lotus and I ordered their lasagna - delicious! Then we went to Ms. Julie's dungeon The Conservatory for a private party specifically for the volunteers of Kinkfest, my date LOVES to volunteer and he invited me as his guest.

I choose the genital torture table (a long table with a hole cut out in the middle so the genitalia can hang thru) and had him lay on his stomach while I tied him down by his hands and feet. Then I spanked his bottom with my bare hands to warm up his skin then I used my lovely carbonite cane on his tender flesh. Just a few whacks was all he could take of that so I smacked his ass with a lovely wide and flat wooden spoon. Soon his skin started to show signs of distress and I could see signs of quite a few lovely bruises!

Eventually I turned him around on his back and applied clothes pins on his balls and cock, hit his thighs with my crop then ~gasp~ tickled him. It was quite fun and I had a great time! Unfortunatley it ended too soon (1am) and I had to take my toy for the evening home.

Meanwhile since I had my car until 3am (I use a car sharing service) I decided to save some time and go grocery shopping for the dinner this evening. I havent done that in years and went to two grocery stores only to find they changed their store hours to close at one am! I had to drive clear out to the very end of 82nd to find an open grocery store (and I live downtown). By the time I got outta there it was 2:35am and I sped down I-205, I-84 then I-5 at some extrodinary speeds and made it home with little time to spare! WHEW!

This weekend promises to be kinky (I swear - other than driving and eating) and I may take some photos of my time with l.s.t. this Sunday, I can't wait!




-- Supreme Goddess Ms. Payne

Location:NW Naito Pkwy,Portland,United States

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Saturday, April 3, 2010

This week has been a very busy week and last night I had a wonderful time at Victoria Sinclair's house photographing a very special event. The collaring of her slave alicia! Several beautiful pictures where taken and some pictures may make it to fetlife under my profile there. There was even some play time afterward! alicia received some very nice "V for Victoria" marks on her ass from a lovely toy handcrafted by Twisted Toys of Oregon - BEAUTIFUL!

Tomorrow night l.s.t. and I will be having dinner and playtime at Victoria's house sharing ideas and wonderful energy!
The following picture was taken at Kinkfest in March of this year. I had such a great time with so many people and of course I want to share with you. Hopefully I'll see you there next year!


Much love,

Ms. Payne